I had big plans for
this weekend. I was going to see her after almost 2 years. Almost 2 years after
we broke up. Finally, this was the time when I could spend my whole day with
her, and do the things that I should have done earlier, but the time never comes
back, stays only the regret. Anyway, this was going to be a great weekend,
probably best of my life, or say biggest considering the fact that I was going
to propose to her again.
Saturday...
After a grueling 32 hour train journey, which was way cold than expected, I reached there.
Ah! New city. First things first, check in to hotel. I called her on phone, with a little more excitement in my voice. I told her that I have reached. She asked me to freshen up and take lunch. We decided to meet in an hour. Heartbeats never ran with this speed for me, ever in my life.
"Come to Metro station, I'll see you there" she said. I was a little nervous,
considering I had never been to Metro earlier, but today, I was ready to do
anything for her. I managed to be on time. But, dear God have had some
waiting plans for me, and damn, each moment was making it harder and harder to
wait. After almost half an hour, the train doors opened, there she was, the
lady of my dreams. The familiar smile, long hairs tied behind and a few hanging
upon her ears, eyes lined with fine kohl, the
so lovely grace on her face, She didn't change at all in last 2 years. I could not help myself but smile non-stop with constant look on her face, and why shouldn't I, I waited to have a glimpse of her all
these years.
"Let's go
shopping first, you must be shivering. We'll buy a jacket for you". She
said. Little did she knew that I deliberately left my jacket back at home, just
for these moments. There was passion and care in her words. "Sure, let's
go highness" I replied with a giggle. She tried out around 5-10 jackets on
me before finalizing one, "this one will look good on you, take
this". I obliged to her choice. I always did, so beautiful she and her
choices were. This went on, we looked for footwear, tops, sweaters, ear-rings
for her, it was my pleasure to let her know how beautiful she looked in those
ear-rings specially. I always wanted to spend these moments of taking these
"decisions" with her, where she smiled, where she felt happy, where I
knew that these are the quality moments I will wish for.
"Are you
hungry? Hello, I am asking you. Where are you lost?" She said.
I: "Yeah, you
bet I am hungry. So what do we get best here?"
She: "We'll
take a cheese ball, its very famous at this place. And a coffee with it would
be awesome."
I always liked when
the talks turned from "me" to "we". It always gave me a
feeling of how badly I wanted to be with her.
I: "Orders of your highness will be followed", and we laughed.
We got our order,
she brought coffee and I brought cheese ball. She took half of mine, and I
constantly kept on looking in her eyes. I remembered that look. 2 years back, I
used to see same grace and innocence in her eyes while we used to eat our
"pani puri" together, and those were moments that I'll always
cherish.
she: "Will you
have a sip of coffee?". I noticed a small mark of her lip balm on the top.
I couldn't resist but say yes. Though it was cold coffee and I didn’t like it
ever, but it's "her" and I was ready to go to any level for her. "Yeah,
definitely, why not." I replied.
It was almost 7:30
by that time. "Shall we go for dinner, you must be hungry" She asked.
I: "How far is
it from here?"
She: "let's
just roam, we'll find something good nearby".
I always loved this
attitude of her, no boundaries, just fly free and find whatever available, such
was her approach to life, and after meeting to her, probably I moulded myself
to the same. And, most lovely part was, when she used to hold my hands while
crossing the roads, but this time she didn't, but wasn't that obvious. Anyway,
I did. I did hold her shoulders and covered her while crossing roads, probably
this was my time to show that how much she means to me, and how much I want to
take responsibilities for her.
"Pind baluchi, this is a good restaurant for
dinner, I have come here earlier, lets come", she said. "Come on
then, finally I am living my fantasy of having a dinner with you. I wish they
put the lights dim, to make it a romantic dinner. Ah! see there is a seat under
tree (artificial) for us. Oh goodness, it’s a tiring journey of life, m'am and
I feel awesome to pause in this journey with none other than you." I said
with little humor and more feelings.
She laughed, we
laughed, and she pat lightly on my arms. Even after these years, she was always
so nice to take these comments in a light manner. I bet no one else can do this,
I loved her for her approach to life, as I mentioned. Anyway, it was a tasty delightful
dinner with her, yeah first dinner with her. I will always remember this. As
soon as we came out, we felt a cold breeze, she suddenly turned back to me with
my jacket, "Wear this fast, or you will catch cold, you are so prone to
cold. I'll hold it for you". The heart smiled for the affection and care
she managed to generate for me. I added laughing "is that you Mom?".
We
boarded metro to head back to our respective places of stay. I dropped her, and
kept on watching her until she went. I came back to my station, and
called her quickly, "Did you reach home safe?". "Yes", she
said, "it's too cold out there, please go to your room as soon as possible and take
care". "Bye, good night (sweet heart), see you tomorrow, I'll get movie tickets for tomorrow" I added the last words spoken to her for the day.
Awaited the coming
day to happen. I slept with a broad smile on my face.