The Quest

Just few days back, i was thinking to express my thoughts over something. Surprisingly i didn't know what to name that feeling, yeah some feeling, but what to name it, i didn't know. You know, it was like my soul is asking me some questions, questions about me, question about how do i do what i do, questions about why do i do what i do, about little yet big aspects; not surprisingly, there were so much that it was hard to concentrate, but again i don't know what those things were pointing to.

Frankly speaking, that was not the first time i was facing this heavy traffic in my grey cells. But, unlike other time, when i just decided to let them be the questions, i decided to find the answers. And, basically, that's what the sole purpose of life is: "To find the answers of questions". This is always a ongoing battle, where at each point of time, you'll be bombarded with questions, and you either rip apart those bombs to find the answers beneath them, or just push those bombs away where you live safe, but you never deploy those bombs this way. But again, there is a thing, if i can live my life peacefully without deploying those bombs, why should i waste my time opening up those bombs and searching for answers. That's, by the way, is another question, and it should be totally judged by a person himself/herself. Anyway, if you fail once with your decision, you know you have learnt it, maybe in little harsh way, but you will learn it for sure.

Now, coming to the questions, it's like, what should i ask myself, how should i dig myself deeper and deeper, in what way. Technically speaking, there is no hard and fast rule, i came across till date. Neither am i the most successful person ever, or some person who has achieved so much in life, to preach others, but what i have felt across in my life span till date, is that if you don't question, there are no answers. You can't just do the things. Also, you cant complicate your life thinking about every small thing. So, there must be a trade-off between this, where the peace lies. And, i think that place will come up totally with experience. I don't know whats the location of that perfect place, but what i know is that i am taking steps, and one day i'll be there.

"The destination will be found, even after wandering,

lost are those, who never left their homes"