In Between

Beyond this side of life and,
Ascending the other side of life,
Between those two ends,
There was another city,
Hidden in plain sight.
The city, which
everyone had gone to,
But, nobody had visited it.
A life, that everyone had lived
But, nobody had lived it.

From this side of life,
With you on my side,
To that side of life,
without you on my side.
In between,
There were countless efforts
To be with you,
For us to be together.
How long were we together?
We were not even together.
From this side of life, having you,
To that side of life, not having you,
Maybe, I have had set aside
Something in my life too.

Beyond the sights of
That glaring sun
Hitting right in the eyes,
And, preceding the sights of
Pitch dark black clouds,
There were few more moments,
Moments of thunders,
Moments of lightning bolts,
The lightning, that
Everyone had seen,
But, nobody had seen it,
In a life that everyone had lived
But, nobody had lived it.

Never together

You be the night,
I'll be the day.
We'll never be together.
But, when you'll be about to leave,
And, I'll be about to arrive,
Or, when I'll be about to leave,
And, you'll be about to arrive,
In those mornings and evenings,
We'll meet for sure.
And in that silence,
It will make such beautiful noise,
That this world would
Never have witnessed before.

You be the ground,
I'll be the sky.
Between us, there will be
Distances of earth and sky.
But, we'll meet on the horizon.
Believe me, we'll meet for sure.
And, this world will be amazed,
To witness our meeting.
They'll paint pictures of that,
So mesmerising and beautiful
That this world would
Never have seen before,
Never have witnessed before.

On that horizon,
When that setting sun
will meet the rising moon,
Or, that setting moon
Will meet the rising sun,
And ask "how are you"
"It’s been so long since we met"
This world will be beautiful again.
We’ll meet only for moments,
But, we won’t be together
We’ll never be together.

Don't let go

Don't let go,

You have the time now,

You can pause this moment,

You can live it to fullest.

But, don't assume 

You can live this moment forever,

Don't take it for granted.

Time never stops, time moves.

It moves on.

Don't let go,

Hold on,

Hold on until you can,

Don't let go.

You're the air, 

I'd love to breathe.

You're the vision,

I'd want to seathe.

You're the one who

words can't cover beneath .

But one day, 

that'll be it.

Today isn't that day,

Don't let go,

Hold on,

Hold on until you can,

Don't let go.

Will there be a world,

Will there be a time,

where we'll sit under stars,

together,

admiring the moonlight,

and the countless stars,

just me and you ?

Will there be a world,

Will there be a time,

Where I ask myself

What if I hadn't let you go ?

What if you'd told me

Dont let go,

Hold on to me,

Hold on until you can,

Don't let go?

साथ नहीं रहेंगे

तुम रात बनना,
मैं दिन बनूँगा
हम दोनों कभी भी
एक साथ नहीं रहेंगे
पर, जब तुम जाने वाली होगी
और मैं आ रहा होऊंगा
या, जब तुम आने वाली होगी
और मैं जा रहा होऊंगा
वो शाम और भोर में
हम मिलेंगे जरूर, और
उस सन्नाटे में ऐसे मिलेंगे
कि, उससे सुन्दर शोर इस जहाँ ने
न पहले कभी सुना होगा
न पहले महसूस किया होगा

तुम ज़मीं बनना
मैं आसमा बनूँगा
हम दोनों के बीच
ज़मीन-ओ-आसमान  के
फासले होंगे
पर, क्षितिज पर
हम जरूर मिलेंगे
लोग हमारी मुलाक़ात को
देखेंगे, दंग रह जाएंगे
हम उस मुलाक़ात की
एक तस्वीर बनाएंगे फिर
ऐसी खुशनुमा तस्वीर जो
किसी ने कभी न सोची होगी
न किसी ने रंगी होगी

फिर, उस क्षितिज पर जब
वो डूबता हुआ सूरज
उगते हुए चाँद से मिलेगा
या, वो उगता हुआ सूरज
डूबते हुए चाँद से मिलेगा
और पूछेगा कैसी हो तुम?
बड़े वक़्त बाद मिलना हुआ
ये जहाँ तब खिल उठेगा
हम पल भर के लिए ऐसे मिलेंगे
पर हम दोनों कभी भी
साथ नहीं रहेंगे,
साथ नहीं रहेंगे |  

Parted but yet together

Days after they parted their ways... wait,wait,wait, did they really?

I mean what do you exactly mean by "parted their ways".

You might say like "Ummm, they decided not to be in a relationship anymore", or might be like "distance grew enough in between them to keep the two as one" or even "they started to hate each other", or might be you have even more views. But anyway, all the views create a similar picture in your mind.

Okay, let me tell you what happened really in between them. Yup, they decided not to be in a so-called relationship anymore. Oh wait, what do you really mean by a relationship? A special name like, mother, father, brother, friend, boyfriend or girlfriend. Oh, then I'll have to change my words. They were still in a relationship, with a different name of it probably, but yet similar feelings.

So, that keeps you still wondering that happened between them then.

Yeah, the distance grew in between them to keep the "TWO AS ONE". But, really was it the case? Who knows? In one way it was, but looking the other way, it wasn't. They were in a long distance relationship throughout the course, so there were very few sightings.Coming to the distance between the hearts, it might have got off balance temporarily, but all on all, it was same, with a different name but same feelings. So, even this was not the answer of "they parted their ways". Then what?

Did they start to hate each other? Well, thats a pretty hard answer to the state. You can't say really it was the case. But some habits of him annoyed her. Still that wasn't hate. That was just a little feeling, which might have helped him to change himself. Incompatible but still very compatible and comfortable.

This story seems so complex, with so many possibilities, but none being the answer, isn't it?

Yes, it is.

That's how it went between them. They were not in a so called relationship, but still very good friends. Distances remained same between them, except for the special name of their bonding. They still have had their funny names and making a mockery of each other. They were still "Two as one", but only they knew about it. No, no,no, it wasn't a secret relationship. Its just that only they knew the feeling. They never hated each other, because no cloud of hate can overtake the sun of love, never ever. They still used to have long night chats, a good sharing of laughter, approving each other's choices and, of course, a perfect companion to share the pains. Many asked a question that how can still they remain so close. But it's not needed to answer everybody, when your heart knows the right thing.

All in all, they were happy, very happy. And what else do you want from life at the end of the day, a smiling face and satisfied mind, don't you?

So explore the happiness, whatever way you get. You heart knows the right thing. Never let anyone obstruct what your gut feelings say. In the end, it's you, or maybe you two.

:) :)

Some feelings...

And there was dark outside, some shouting voices in the dark and then there was my silent heart. A heart which was having a feeling of the outer darkness slipping inside itself. The inner environment has probably started to go black, or say blank. Blank did not mean nothing remained there, of course there was something in heart, but it was everything except what he wanted. There were sorrows, pains, wounds and all, but these were all that he had earned in course of time. Not long ago, time was much better for him. Even now, he was getting no idea, how the coin of his life turned over. All the smiles that he owned were lost somewhere with that girl.
You might be wondering who is "that girl"?
In short she was a gem, no, in fact she is still a gem. A girl who entered his life from no where and changed him like anything, however, the sad part was all the changes he could see the difference only after she was gone. Somebody has said those lines true "you only realize what you had only after its lost" . He had no words to describe her but ANGEL OF HIS LIFE.

And later that night when she chose to depart he was left numb and dumb. He could not decide what to say, what to do, how to react,  nothing, he was left blank. Maybe that's when the outer darkness slipped inside him. Later he gained senses, but maybe he had delayed the chances to recover. Irrespective of that he decided to get up and make another effort to get his angel back with her. Taking pain to talk with her again and again even when she was not interested, trying to meet her to talk to her and trying to bring a smile on her face in hope that her smile will bring her back.He did all that was in his arc, but maybe God had planned a longer wait for him.

Now you might be wondering "was it good enough to irritate her even when she was no more interested"?
He was no more in a condition to wonder whether people say it right or wrong. Only thing he had fixed in his mind that its that girl only. Anyhow he had to get that girl back, for those incomplete promises that he swore to keep and maybe failed sometimes keeping those. But yes again maybe it was God's decision to extend his wait.

It was just a matter of few days when boy had told her "if ever comes a day when i cant keep you happy, i'll slowly depart from your life to keep your smile alive" and she had replied something that transformed him like forever "if you love me so much, then instead of leaving me, hold my hand and i'll hold yours. Keep me with you forever and that's all I want" . These were the words that always asked him to hold it back for so long.

He has decided it finally, even when conditions might not be best for him, he'll be there for her forever. Even if she is not going to come back, he will keep at least  this promise to be with her in any possible way. And as he learnt from that girl, he will have faith on almighty that things will turn better someday. But he can't forget her ever, he can't leave her alone ever.

Love cant die, no matter what.......

Come Again

It was there not anything new,

With the emotions all due,

With feeling of something different,

And something that has been inherent.

Something what i tried to feel for years,

But i ended in the tears.

Failure over failure was only thing,

My all the dreams never got a wing.

I wanted to go high and fly,

Never too far was sky.

Probably it was me too shy,

Who always took a pause and sigh.

With the feet on ground,

I tried to make it sound.

It was you who then took a way to me,

Helping me with where i wanted to be.

Holding hands in hardest clocks,

And lifting me with softest talks,

Wiping off the sweat off my face,

You provided my life a grace.

Why you left me way in mid?

And from my aim,let me skid?

Without you i had been nothing all along,

All the else steps i took were wrong.

I am again there from where i started,

Lonely and feeling all departed,

Everything lost what i succeeded,

To stay along with me,i pleaded.

I was horrible with my way,

You tried to avoid me from stray,

But i don't know where i stuck,

Without you its no luck.

I want you here again,

To take away my pain

COME AGAIN

COME AGAIN

COME AGAIN....